Lyrics Not a Story - Huey Mack

It′s not a story, not a song beat
Don't go off like it supposed to be
Nobody does it like they once said
It′s coming for you now you've lost it
It's not a story, not a song beat
Don′t go off like it supposed to be
Nobody does it like they once said
It′s coming for you now you've lost it

What am I doing right?
Feels like everything is going wrong
I′m writing songs, tryna make a name in the game
Where I clearly don't belong
My will is strong my heart is too
Got big dreams gotta make them come true
But it gets tough when they say they believe in you
Even know your rent is due
I got some good friends and a great mind
Who keep me striving to move on
Up all night, writing this fucking songs
And my bank account is all overdrawn
And I hate my life I′m so depressed
Everybody telling me I'm next
But they don′t see this fucking stress
I'm a fucking mess, so ... my chest
I don't fuck with drugs I only see what they do
And I′ve lost way too many friends to blues
And coke and pills, you know the drill
But you can′t live life like it's Beverly Hills
You gotta grow up, and it′s time for me to do that
You don't gotta live with your head in the glass
Just sniffing down...
There′s more to life, there's more than lights
There′s more than blacked out and washed up nights
There's more than cars, there's more than clothes
Look why gain the world if you loose your soul?
You can′t be someone, you can′t live your dreams
You don't wanna be a kardashian
Fuck what you see on the TV screen

It′s not a story, not a song beat
Don't go off like it supposed to be
Nobody does it like they once said
It′s coming for you now you've lost it
It′s not a story, not a song beat
Don't go off like it supposed to be
Nobody does it like they once said
It's coming for you now you′ve lost it

What am I doing wrong
And feel nothing here is going right
I can′t sleep most nights
Cause I don't really know what I want out of my life
I′m just backing up off a hunch
Nobody told me I had a chance
Tryna do this shit on my own,
And I be honest to feel I can cause
I fail the school and I'm on the road
And I might drop out I want ...
But why would I go through law school
If making music′s my fucking goal
But mom says she's proud, and I hope she is
She′s about to loose her house,
And that ain't the life she deserves to live
Cause she gave me everything when she had none
She's got nothing but good days coming
When I′ll finally get something she′ll have it all
Cause you dealt with my dad be dad who beat her ass
Every time he touched alcohol
She put up with too much rain forest
Restraining orders and all
Still made... never involved
With a bum like him, or his scum ass friends
So... same addictions
Sometimes it feels like it was all fiction
But really it's a crazy world we live in
I dropped his last name as a kid, see
I couldn′t affiliate with someone so shady
Who ain't even know how to care for his baby
Oven how to treat his lady

It′s not a story, not a song beat
Don't go off like it supposed to be
Nobody does it like they once said
It′s coming for you now you've lost it
It's not a story, not a song beat
Don′t go off like it supposed to be
Nobody does it like they once said
It′s coming for you now you've lost it
Forever ... life, a story for you and I...