Lyrics Purpose - I.Q

I been through the worst
I know how it hurts yeah
I Been in the dirt
You can find me in a hearse yeah
I been tryna search
Can't seem to find my purpose
I been through the worst
I know how it hurts yeah
I been in the dirt
You can find me in a hearse yeah
Can't seem to find my purpose

I was so low
I was so down
Nobody really give a fuck about me now
See I was Tryna blow
I was making sound
I don't really think it worked out
Now how could I do this
Risk my whole life being stupid
If this was a movie
Shit I'd probably be the one with the cold sweats
And I can't sleep no more
Knowing I just can't seem to forget
How I move on
I can only think about what I do wrong
I feel like I'm taking way too long
Writing every word with a noose on
I Can't seem to grasp it
My future just sits in my hands
But I think bout my past
Question if I can last
Cause I just can't seem to break through
If you were in my place what would you do

I been through the worst
I know how it hurts yeah
I Been in the dirt
You can find me in a hearse yeah
I been Tryna search
Can't seem to find my purpose
I been through the worst
I know how it hurts yeah
I been in the dirt
You can find me in a hearse yeah
Can't seem to find my purpose

Can't seem to find my purpose
Thinking I should sell my soul
Cause I'm feeling worthless
I be spending my days working
Feeling like I fucking bathe in dirt man
I don't know
Where to go
I just wanna go
On my own
So I got no expectations
No need to explain shit
Think I need a vacation
I been feeling so lame cause
I can't seem to justify my actions
Going M.I.A like subtraction
I ain't mean to break our relationship
By any means gotta make it
I mean that shit
I ain't mean to break our relationship
By any means gotta make it
I mean that shit

I been through the worst
I know how it hurts yeah
I Been in the dirt
You can find me in a hearse yeah
I been Tryna search
Can't seem to find my purpose
I been through the worst
I know how it hurts yeah
I been in the dirt
You can find me in a hearse yeah
Can't seem to find my purpose

I don't want to be here no more
I just want to leave be no more
Please leave me be by the closed door
Everybody seen me go numb
I don't want to be here no more
I just want to leave be no more
Please leave me be by the closed door
Everybody seen me go numb