Lyrics Lost Child - IAMELLEM.

Yeah
Lost Child
Sin is chasing me
Im paying for the price of seduction
And I don't do see no escaping see
My life is full of lies deceiving and cursin
Everytime I think about it wish I could reverse things
Started back in 02 daddy cheated
Mommy left alone didn't feel like she was needed
Started lookin for a man lookin for a shelter
Every man she ever met felt like he could disrespect her
So I sat back said I wouldn't be the same
Never let her feel ashamed never let her suffer pain
Graved it in my brain taught myself to act the part
Never thought about it never consulted my heart
Started burying my pain took that picture and erased it
I said no matter what I'll make it
Ill mind on a struggle to survive
Guess I like my life but don't know if I'm alive
Lotta things I gotta do
But too many haters stressin day n night
Pressin me to do things I don't wanna do
Tell me something what is living really worth to you
Is it having fun or hustling till the rent Is due
Living for yourself or doing everything they just expect you to
Are true are you there
Be that as it may now I know whats missin
Lost child spaces that need fillin

I had a lotta days I thought I wouldn't make shit
Lotta people waiting for me to create shit
Feelin lost in the mud
But still I keep on fighting you gon never see me budge
Never goin down as a peasant
We diggin deep lookin for that motherfuckin treasure
Never goin down as a peasant
We diggin deep lookin for that motherfuckin treasure better know it

Dear Lord hey it's me your favorite son
Been a minute since I hit you up say what's up
Can I speek to you in private cause I'm might just cry
Wann get it off my chest say whats on my mind
Lately I had a feeling I was in a conflict
All about the sex but somehow I'm Trynna love
All about the rapping but somehow I'm into law
All about the bible but sometimes I need a smoke
Can't call it depression but Im feeling like a joke
Every promise that I made kinda broke it
So if I come to you will you take me or revoke me
Will you fire or promote me
Will you expose me
Or will you put that to a vote ä
Or are you free to let it go
Questioning my faith even struggle bout my loyalty
Is it of my past Or what is that insecurity
Is it in my genes to cheat deceive break a couple hearts decease
And make myself some more enemies
I'm a lost boy lookin for some lost toys
Waiting for my missed calls trynna find the lost joy
Can you help me find myself fill all of my voids
All I need is just a sign I ain't got a choice
Be that as it may now I know what's missin
Lost child spaces that need fillin