Lyrics Stuck at Home - III-SCAR

My mind is a mess
I feel like i need some time to get rest
My shorty upset
Maybe this loneliness is for the best
To better myself
I'm earning my bless
Gain intellect
Like I'm playing some chess
Raising respect
Get this shit off my chest
Seeking perfection
Cause i am defect
Consider this life
To be more than a quest
I'm trying my hardest
I'm pouring my soul
Depression I'm fighting
To gain some control
I'm feeling so empty
My heart is a hole
Somehow i doubt
I'm achieving my goal
I guess this is destiny
Always foretold
Look for the best in me
Keeping my hope
I need some fire
I'm stuck in the cold
Somebody to hold
I'm losing the rope

I feel so alone today
I'm stuck at home
Looking at the rain
I need something strong today
I'm losing my mind
I'm going insane

I'm going insane
I need something numbing
Inside of my brain
To fix all the pain
My body is aching
From damage sustained
I'm hurting myself
Nobody to blame
I'm dwelling so endless
So where is my lane
No track of my sense
It's a difficult game
Rely on my penmanship
Writing to fame
Feel one of a kind
Can't go with the plain
I'm writing my story
But where is it ending
Sometimes life is boring
I'm never pretending
I'm seeking my glory
I need some befriending
It's hard to find real ones
That i can say
I finally feel numb
Take me away
I cannot deal with this shit every day
I finally feel numb
Take me away
Take me away to a place i feel safe

I feel so alone today
I'm stuck at home
Looking at the rain
I need something strong today
I'm losing my mind
I'm going insane
I feel so alone today
I'm stuck at home
Looking at the rain
I need something strong today
I'm losing my mind
I'm going insane