Lyrics Eyes Wide Shut - Avril Lavigne , Travis Barker , Illenium

I say "I love you," but I don't
I say "I'm fine," but I'm miserable

I'm dead, but you probably can't tell
Been scalin' the walls of the wishin' well
My head's in the sky, but I'm fallin' backwards (Backwards), yeah

At night, crawlin', I'm wide awake in my dreams
Wake up, and I don't know what anything means
We're completely different people than the people we wanted (wanted)

Have we out-grown this city?
I'm so tired of wishin' I was somewhere different than where you are
With my eyes wide-shut

I say "I love you," but I don't (I say)
I say "I'm fine," but I'm miserable (I say)
Oh, 'cause I don't get high off you, anymore
No, I don't get high off you, anymore

Smilin' into the mirror, like a psychopath
Can't remember the last time you made me laugh
Dryin' tears with my lipstick, you're the first on my hit list

Have we out-grown this city?
I'm so tired of wishin' I was somewhere different than where you are
With my eyes wide-shut

I say "I love you," but I don't (I say)
I say "I'm fine," but I'm miserable (I say)
Oh, 'cause I don't get high off you anymore
No, I don't get high off you

Have we out-grown this city? (Yeah)
Wish I were somewhere different from where you are
Have we out-grown this city? (City, oh)
Or have I gone missin' in the dark?

I say "I love you," but I don't, but I don't!
I say I'm fine, but I'm miserable, I'm miserable
Oh, 'cause I don't get high off you anymore
No, I don't get high off you (I don't get, I don't get) anymore