Lyrics Heaven - Iamyounglupe

All I ever wanted was some help, but I couldn't get that
Figures
(Wait)
On the outside, I look good
(Wait)
Inside, I'm dead to the world
Chilling

(Wait)
How I came to this point, it's the choices I made, all the friends that I had, to the ones I betrayed
(Wait)
To my family, don't worry bout me, it's too late

Now these thoughts of mine, are just thoughts in mind
Couldn't you imagine, this world of ours
Without my smile
Without leaving my footprint behind

Letting go is the hard part
I found out if you don't cry
Then the shxt gets worse, picture if you will, I'm in a room
With a single chair, one light beaming down

That's my single angel, trying to help me make it
Knowing all this darkness trying to come and take it
I ain't scared of nothing, I'm just scared to face it
Death that is
Feelings can't replace it

I don't stop to thank shxt
Just take the lesson
I learn to live, and I live to learn
Walked plenty bridges, plenty bridges burned
I was never patient, never wait my turn

You ain't never reach out, wasn't your concern
You ain't ever bothered, didn't even care, all I know you for
You see that there
You was unaware, that you made this here

I'm a fxcking monster
I don't like myself
I'm a black sheep, you can see this yeah
I'm all alone, and I feel it, yeah
This might be the realest shxt I said this year

I'm a fxcking loner, I'll be alright
I was born alone, I won't die tonight
I seen hell, but that's not my home
I found heaven, but they kicked me out