Lyrics Cause of My Issues (feat. aidan han & slayingibis) - Ily.Havoc

Would rather be stuck in my blues then be stuck here with you
Cuz you show me no peace and make me feel foolish
Rather be stuck in my bed
Than think of what you said
Ima take my meds
Your still stuck in my head
Sleep paralysis
I wake up to your face cuz I forget your not here
Couldn't make it one month guess we won't make it one year

I see your shadows in the doorway
Manipulate with your foreplay
You let go when you said you'd stay
You stabbing my brain
Cause me anxiety
You cause me more pain
You burn me in your pentagon
Leave me with your plastic heart
Me and you are on and off
It's already are hard enough
Wish that I could numb it all
Cuz I don't wanna feel at all

Yeah I get it I'm a loser
You don't get it it's over
Cuz I'm hurt

Don't text or call me
I'm high as can be
Wish you gave me peace
Your love is alarming
It reminds me of hell
I don't know where'd I'd be if I wasn't here
Wanna hate you so bad but it's harder to think
Ima drown my thoughts ina bottle I sink
Told it would get better
But everything seems so much worse
I just wanna know did I take the wrong turn
Everytime I think about you my heart burns
I can't stop thinking that I deserve the worst
I can't tell if I'm insecure or my heart hurts
My heart hurts
My heart hurts

Wish I could give you the world
Cover up I'm insecure diamonds and pearls
We'll never work
Spiritual work