Lyrics Drifting - ImNotAce

Mind is drifting out to sea
My story's done, it's history

Outside there's a ocean
Mind is drifting out to sea
Don't think nobody's saving me
My story's done, it's history

I might drown, out of body
Dear mama, I'm sorry
Wish I could stick around
Hope you go on and party for me

I hope you can find peace
I'm sorry 'bout all of the time that you wasted on me
I'll blow in the wind
Keep sayin' it over again
Shot after shot in the chest
Wish I could say it's pretend

My soul is rotting away
I try to self medicate
I hate the demons I face
But think it's the only way

Feel like a lost cause
Was a young dog
Seeking too much
Now I've got none

Outside there's a ocean
Mind is drifting out to sea
Don't think nobody's saving me
My story's done, it's history

I might drown, out of body
Dear mama, I'm sorry
Wish I could stick around
Hope you go on and party for me

I tried my own solutions
Don't think anything could do it
Shit dug too deep and now it's rooted
Can't get to it without cutting deep through me

And my heart
No amount of time could heal all these scars
Tell me I ain't got it bad
And that I shoulda gone far
How could I go far
If I could never get to the start

Outside there's a ocean
Mind is drifting out to sea
Don't think nobody's saving me
My story's done, it's history

I might drown, out of body
Dear mama, I'm sorry
Wish I could stick around
Hope you go on and party for me