Lyrics Internally Bleeding (dirty) - Immortal Technique

[Immortal Technique]
The things I've seen in life will make you choke by suprise
Like an aborted fetus in a jar that opened it's eyes
Provoking my demise, I'll leave your spirit broken inside
Like the feeling of 50 million people hoping you'd die
And niggaz wonder why my heart is full of hatred an anger
Cause some bitch killed my first born song with a coat hanger
I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold
Crippled and worthless, so I thought that it could never be sold
My mother told me that placing my faith in God was the answer
But then I hated God cause he gave my mother cancer
Killing her slow like the Feds did to the Black Panthers
The genesis of genocide is like a Pagan religion
Carefully hidden, woven into the holidays of a Christian
I had a vision of nuclear holocaust on top of me
And this is prophecy, the words that I speak from my lungs
The severed head of John the Baptist speaking in tongues
Like Che Guevara my soliloquies speak to a gun
Pain is slow motion like trees that reach for the Sun
Nigga the preaching is done cause I don't got a DJ
Like Reverond Run
I curse the life of any man who kills benevolent ones
I never asked to be the messenger but I was chosen
To speak the words of every African slave dumped in the ocean
Stolen by America tortured, buried, and frozen
Written out of the history books your children are holding
Internally Bleeding, cold blooded stripped of emotion
I go through the motions but there's no life in my eyes
It's like I'm hooked up to a respirator waiting to die
Hooked up to the fucking chair waiting to fry
Sooth an electrocution currently used in my execution
Producing thoughts at the speed of light, burning confusion
I'm loosing my sight breathing is tight, the evening is white
I made my peace with the Lord and now I stand on his right.

Death is a another part of life.

(Chorus: Immortal Technique]
These are my last words, I'm having difficultly breathing
Dying on the inside, Internally Bleeding
Angel of death dragging me away while I'm sleeping
Watching my world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning
These are my last words, I'm having difficultly breathing
Dying on the inside, Internally Bleeding
Angel of death dragging me away while I'm sleeping
Watching my world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning