Lyrics El Viejito's: Borrattic Catharsis - Infinite Disease

Early morning (I know they want me)
Keeping faith since our birds chirping and lucky
(And friends it's true) enough to open eyes
Woods on the side
Waves coming through, best times with the thoughts of you
Why go for dessert-
When possibilities are endless-dreaming some more of you?
Those people out there, ain't ready for you
You're imperfect like them, it's cute
Words of wisdom might patch through but as an excuse...
Do you come in two? I'm coming hot cause we know want a-
World pitch black, comforting you no linens but read between the lines
Light coming up and it's half past two
Don't cut us out the picture
Don't be ashamed, my saint
Match made in hell on the socials
You ain't seen me since the posters
Posers begging you to return like red rover
Tuck ya in then the sinners swoon big headed bufoon, born to be dead
Old Man sees things in his head but it just might be
My reflection staring back affirming selfish position, yeah
They ain't read been the excuse
Still... we gotta try
Reaching out to major hands
No more fearing the salute
But constant anticipation of application denials
Make pros accept a regression
X's want me too, I could be as lonely as you, yuh
Just the way you wanted me to be
Take me as I am
I know they been ready for me, yeah, action, camera 2
Legends never die, a living proof Baby Ruth
Ronning 'cause I'm just like them too
Thinking like them with the grand scale
Tell security put the rails down
Guarding you like you really sell something
But look at me for who I am not the ideals you envision
Don't get your hopes up
Can't be tamed, brushing manes connecting with nurturing
Create my own self love quest rooted in our
Spiritual faith, still holding onto that date
Stop hiding to save face or you'll
Be guaranteed to meet your maker, mane!

I know they wanna see me fail but with
All that hate you're probably goin to hell
Sorry, I'm doin so well
Think it's jealousy that I smell but
They just be a bad reflection of self
Y'all I can't really tell
Can't make sense of the nonsense
Empty the content of the average nigga, no context
Rhyme the reason they see me as a threat
I can't understand why they won't take me out the game, no tech
And I be thinking, 'Yo, maybe they too frail'
Or it's the fact I've been all that like Keenan and Kel
See they can't battle with my pen cause I've been writing in Braille
They don't feel me but they see I prevail nigga, that's God's work
Save yourself if you wanna be saved
Chase that cash if you wanna get paid
Tie your shoes or you'll trip over lace
They'll watch you fall and laugh at the scars on your face
Paint a picture, they gon' try to erase
So I take heed to every word that they say
The truth is between the lines and I
Done studied each page like it was my faith
I'm God sent but nigga so was Satan, uh
Love and hate apart of the same statement, uh
Checkmate, I take the board then I
Shake the game down to the mainframe
They stalemating while debating on who's best I put my plan at you
Taking names hip hop heavy, yo, who's next?

Uh, how you my brother, but hate to see a nigga win?
Hated by many men, so my heart forever tint
Adding up the tens and them hundreds by the duffle
Ain't no need for scuffle, boy, do you know who I be?
I'm overseas like a nigga really banging-
From the 8 so we slowed up and stay swanging
Pops a Geto Boy forever, causing madness 'bout his name
Forever with it 'till the end of time
I be writing rhymes until my hand feel like spines
(...haha like an old person...)
Forever with it until the end of time
Let my thoughts release my enterprise
No more lullabies just gun shots and mommas crying
Easy for you or me, I promise I'm a hundred tonight
I can't let up for a second, no more pressure and stressing
'Cause every loss a blessing every memory a lesson
Now take all these messages and run with it
I promise you're gonna be great
A youngin's gotta know 'cause knxw knows all my fate