Lyrics Fear - Influence

Crawl under the wall
No chance at all
Sabotage my self
I wont ask for help
This is the path that I have chosen for my life
And what do you know
It's so difficult
And all I wanna know is
I wanna know why

Why does it keep getting harder
Feels like I won't last much longer
This is my calling
It seems so clear
Is this the end of me
That is what I fear

Leave it all behind
Never ending grind
Dying to get signed
Colorblind
God help me
I feel so certain that this life is meant for me
And all we know is nothing lasts forever
All I wanna know is
All I wanna know is

Why does it keep getting harder
Feels like I won't last much longer
This is my calling
It seems so clear
Is this the end of me
That is what I fear

In another life
In another time
I would do it all again
Again

Why does it keep getting harder
Feels like I won't last much longer
This is my calling
It seems so clear
Is this the end of me
That is what I fear