Lyrics White Widow - Influence

White widow
A vision I cannot portray
Take away my direction
Tell me I'm okay

White widow
A nightmare with endings embraced
I'm just pretending
That the whole world's calling me

My passion
It consumes me
Yeah
Bless me with an opportunity
But this can't be real
And I won't know for sure
Let the chips fall
Where they may

I won't overindulge in myself
Just give me a chance
Don't put me on the shelf
Would've been
Could've been
Should've been
I don't know where to begin
Over and over
I tell myself
That I need help

I'm lost
In contagion and turmoil
The controls have been
Hijacked by fear
The leaders of chaos
Are smiling from ear to ear
Run away
Yeah
And the Hell with follow

What is happening
I don't understand anything anymore
Crumbling reality
I don't understand anything anymore
What is happening
I don't understand anything anymore
Crumbling reality
I don't understand anything anymore

I can see in eight directions
I can see in eight directions
I can feel in eight directions
And I can see in eight dimensions

I can think in eight directions
I can feel in eight dimensions
I can move in eight directions
And I can see in eight dimensions

Crawling in the dark
Ripping us apart
Ignorance is bliss
How can I exist
Government astray
Areas are gray
Caught inside an inner continental
War with our own
(The Divided States of America)
(And I am stuck in the nosebleeds)

I can see in eight directions
I can see and I can feel
And I can think and feel and move and
What is happening
I don't understand anything anymore
Crumbling reality
I don't understand anything anymore
What is happening
I don't understand anything anymore
Crumbling reality
I don't understand anything anymore