Lyrics Lost - InkMask

I'm lost, lost, lost
I'm lost, lost, lost
I'm lost, lost, lost
I'm lost, lost, lost

I know what these people think of me
Imma just keep rocking the beat
I'm lost, lost, lost, lost
I'm lost, lost, so lost

Okay down, and never been really found
I been out, and nobody fuck with the sound
So lost for some time but my timing is now
Took detours so much ended up losing count
I did so much wrong in my life, poor decisions
Fucking with drugs made me lose my ambitions
It's harder to dream when you have no ambition
Like popping a chamber without ammunition
Cheap thrills through a day like how i get high
Knowing by night I've been fucking my life
Driving down strait to the edge of a knife
Been lost ain't been learning whats wrong and whats right
To put it so simply I'm losing the fight
The war is so scary, not feeling benign
And when I cave in I just go and I write
Easing the pain with no thoughts on my mind
I'm blessed to have a family that all truly love me
Tripped in the mud, but got back up running
To hell and back but recovery is stunning
The rush is amazing when terror is coming
Dark nights alone, and my days are doubling
More hours in a day for me to do nothing
Not going to school or making the money
It's plenty of fuel to all of my suffering

I know what these people think of me
Imma just keep rocking the beat
I'm lost, lost, lost, lost
I'm lost, lost, so lost

"Mischief of the family" they call me (Ha)
Cause I'm always acting so rowdy (Yeah)
Cannot sit still, it's not in me (No)
The A.D.H.D. ain't too pretty (Fuck)
I shut off the lights when I'm writing (Writing)
Helps me get lost in the silence (Silence)
It's looking like fear is deciding (It is)
How I'll be spending my night, then
Fuck, I'm awake when everyone sleeps
The kid is a jerk, but do not hold beef
I might just show you more than what you see
Falling back on the fact that I never had peace
Middle fingers to the ones that don't have belief
The product and sum will aid in relief
No I'm not a fighter, but catch me in the streets
And you ain't a saint, more like a disease
Stopped chasing the girls, just let them roll
Got bigger dreams with bigger tolls
And I don't need no yellow tails
The vision is fresh, I expect to fail
I'm done with the days when I used to rail
False confidence within a pill
Just to get a grip when I'm losing still
Tell me what you know about not paying pills

Never
Accepted
Feeling
Rejected
Feelings
Neglected
Cold
And empty
Heart on my sleeve, so I let it out
Why hold it in, they can have it now
Okay still ashamed, that's no doubt
And I'm grinding daily, what you know about

I know what these people think of me
Imma just keep rocking the beat
I'm lost, lost, lost, lost
I'm lost, lost, so lost

I know what you want and what you need
Fuck fake friends they wanna deceive, I'm lost
Lost, so fucking lost, I'm lost
Lost, lost, so lost