Lyrics Drug Abuse - Invicti

I feel it pit of stomach
My fucking end is coming
I will die alone
I just brace myself for death
And try to overcome it

I'm so high
It's like I'm trying to kill the body
I been fighting
I been trying to join the illuminati
Like who could really stop me
It doesn't really matter
I stopped caring about others when I first detracted
A couple hits of acid
Another lit tobacco
I flip the bird and curve the herd like they chasing lassos
I cast my path of lanterns
I speak the tongue of lasses
I want to die before I achieve all my real congrats
I know they watch me passing
I know they trying to grab me
I feel the hate
I demonstrate that I am non-reactive
They see me through they TV
I'm blowing up the views
But when they in front of my face they say I ain't the dude
You all is uncool
You all was raised as fools
Life is what you make it
Why you went and made it lose
I honestly can't choose
It's all really confusing
I mean theres perkys, blow and booze
And which girl wants to do them

I don't believe in success
In the traditional sense its displayed
I mean they're successful
They've made it, they got money but
There's no way everything else evaporated
Give me a million dollars
I'll still be fucking sad

Another day
I'm waking up another haze
I light something up
Make me feel some more okay
What do I do today
I get high and create
I'm aiming for an early casket
Please attend my wake
A butterfly to caterpillar
I have gone through back woods
Rewind entire trips of a dumb kid overacting
I'm watching walls rekindle
I sip a little dish soap
How do you believe in these things without a bit of wisdom
Drug Abuse
That's what i was going to call my second album
Then I lived my moments
Realized who I am with or without them
I jumped right back into it
I felt like I could do it
But my sins won't wash away
No matter how I view them
I sit back play with cupid
I fell in love with stupid
She was as dangerous as they said
But God she made me human
I dropped off my to-do list
I can't mark off don't do shit
Pretended it didn't happen
Welcome to my drug abuses

I think I'm about to die
It's time to end my life
A cemetery buried
Six feet under that's my legendary
Goodbye to all who listening
Victi fucking did it
And if I die a youngling
I mean I had it coming