Lyrics Paranoid (Lifestyle) - Invicti

Checking in the blinds again
I don't' wanna know where they spying in
Got a half a pound of kush and too much of the molly
Put it next to a mexican thot show yo body
Couch is falling part
Living in a crack den with locked doors
Thought we made it to valley we just lost more
Falling down
To the pain of addiction
Got a carribean cooking more up in the kitchen
I'm a get it it's my mission
Always had this vision
Feeling paranoid every-time the phone starts ringing
They listening, it ain't hard to tell
I've been hearing fucking clicking, headed straight to hell
Swear to God they on my tail
They arrest me for the sell
Throw me in a fucking box, already stuck in jail
Voices telling me what I should do next
Grab a gun and strap the bulletproof vest
Show em all what you've made of yourself
I'm just killing all my demons
I still need some help
Get the bodies down, I'm just selling for the profit
Booty, dust or guns make sure that you can knot it
Cock it, pistols ready
Ain't nobody fucking with us
Don't let em forget it
I get the beretta, warning shots into ceiling
Earplugs don't help so I'm zoned and I'm leaning
I'm gone

What the voices say?
Where them boys at?
What you gon say?
Who the fuck tryna hear that?

Flip back
I'm zoned and I'm leaning
Ignoring the phone cause fuck it they all fiending
I'm needing some meaning, pussy ain't mean shit
Guess it's time to head out and I mean it
10 PM, primetime money
Client pulls up in a BM ain't that funny
Fuck life, getting in the Mazda
What, you mad bruh?
Couple drop-offs, couple fake-outs
Even had a couple take it straight to the face uhhh
Fucked up, I'm heading home
Whoever tryna follow getting hit in the dome
I know they following
I hear the voices
Everyone's against me
Tryna make my choices
Screaming oceans, demonic notions
I just wanna get home and brew my potions
Can't make it out the doors
Floors gone
Tripping, tweaking
Guess i'm sleeping on the lawn ah
100 miles and I'm just done running
Top bunk, but I made it to the summit
Drop one and enjoy the feeling
Maybe it'll help push back these demons
I'm feeling, I'm seething
I'm grinding my teeth in
Maybe I'm too high
Maybe I should sleep in uh

I'm Paranoid
Guess I'm lost too
I just can't avoid
Push these thoughts through

Flip back, I'm zoned and i'm leaning
Falling off the balcony, I'm swimming to the deep end
I'm seething, my skins on fire
Swear to god it's over I just need a fucking lighter
Let me light up
Let the fumes hit me
Sonic booms and i'm making all the rooms edgy
Crack house, all of us sitting on the damn floors
Getting high all day
What we want for
I'm Paranoid, stressing on stupidity
I need to unwind, so i'm sitting where the sinners be
Who's terrified, I'm in paradise
Swear to God I'm screaming some one come and roll the diceee
Please lift me up, give me mouth to mouth
I'll do anything please come and fucking get me out
Revive me, someone save me
I just need to go fore i'm gone and it ain't me

What the voices say?
Who you praying to?
What you gon say?
What you think he gonna do?

Flip back, zoned and i'm leaning
Wake up in the studio, police station dreaming
Everything's hazy I guess I'm being questioned
Ain't answering shit, find a yes men
Sitting in a cell swear I predicted this
Swear I been dreaming hell I think I even made a list
Closed fist mind always racing
Ass stuck in jail man I should've prayed to Satan
Could've made it one with the pavement
Barely worth stepping on dreams been vanquished
More like vanished should've rapped in Spanish
Then I'd have an excuse I couldn't manage
Man nevermind can't fail don't quit
I keep speaking on these songs, bitch dope shit
I'm hopeless opiates stolen
I'm a keep dreaming fuck eyes open
Ah nevermind what they say about him
Less it's good shit listen what they say about him
Drizzy'd up starting from the bottom
Give me three autumns foreign car my bottom
Guess i'm quitting all the dope shit
Not the music spitting or the smoking
Good riddance fuck what the hoes did
When I'm famous looking back like oh shit