Lyrics Victim - Isotopes

Sometimes, sometimes I just wish that I was dead,
To kill the thoughts, to kill these thoughts inside my head.
Sometimes, oh sometimes I just wish that I was dead,
To kill the thoughts, to kill these thoughts inside my head.
I can stare at my reflection, despising what I see, but what is it that I see?
Misconception,
My inability to see,
Inability to see that I am a nobody.
Play the victim,
No ones watching me,
There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story.
Is there, (ha ha ha) is there hope for me?
Sometimes in life you have to lose, in order to gain.
Sometimes in life before love, comes pain.
So I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but not for all that I've done.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry but take a look how,
I've been wasting away.
I can feel my vitals erasing with me.
And I know these feelings of anxiety,
Is the form of my mind just torturing me.
Self inflicting pain has built a wall that can not remain.
You're gonna watch me break it down, right now.
Right now.
(Yeah, yeah).
No longer do I want to hate myself.
No longer will I let you hold me back.
Misconception,
My inability to see,
Inability to see that I am a nobody.
Play the victim,
No ones watching me,
There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story.
So is there hope for me?
Reassure or lie to me,
Provide me certainty,
Don't tell me it's the end.
So is there hope for me?
Reassure or lie to me,
Provide me certainty,
Don't tell me it's the end.
No, don't tell me it's the end.
Free, Me, From, the thoughts in my head.
Please release me.