Lyrics Second Best - Issues

I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am
The pain is too surreal
But I'm far from numb
Nothing can explain the way I feel (so I run)
Breaking down to save myself
Like all my friends I burn my lips
On cigarettes 'cause I refuse to let them end
You say it gets better
But I don't wanna hear it, wanna learn the hard way
Ooh, go bother somebody else
Ooh, and let me live in my hell
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
When enough's enough, I swear I'll let you know
Right now the best thing for me is to fight on my own
You say it gets better
But I don't wanna hear it, wanna learn the hard way
Ooh, go bother somebody else
Ooh, and let me live in my hell
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me
Sometimes I wanna get lost
Just listen to Citizen and be pissed off 'cause
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best (alive is all I am)
I think that I'm just second best (alive is all I am)
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am
Ooh
Go bother somebody else
And let me live in my hell
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me
Sometimes I wanna get lost
Just listen to Citizen and be pissed off 'cause
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me