Lyrics Weird - Ivory Rasmus

I dig a new hole everytime I try to speak
They're justified in always calling me a freak
I dreaded all this every day of every week
I know I'm better now
But what's there to believe in
If I'm open you miss it in commotion
Drops in the ocean of your favorite potion

Y'all know all your reasons and feed them
You breathe to see me bleeding
I'm seething and chiefing some weed to wane this feeling
I hate it and love it
I'm patient with some shit
I'm breaking enough
Is this something that's fun
If I weren't always evil in your eyes
Tell me what you'd have here to despise
You fill all the blanks you find with lies

Take it how it is
Learn to live with my misguidance
Hate the world you're in but you'll be happy you survived us
We all break
You'll always win again
My friend, just stay and play pretend