Lyrics Last Wordz - J.E $osa

If I die today then these is all my last words
If I die today then I hope you hear these last words
If I die today then I gotta say I never had no fuckin answers
If I die then these is all my last words
If I die today I hope y'all replay all these last words
If I die I hope it's easy cuz all my life I been full of anger
If I die today I gotta thank God for my life
I thank God cuz I ain't ever had no vice

If I die today I gotta thank God
By the way this ain't no suicide note
This a precaution because
Where I live it's do or die hoe
And just in case if I forgot to to
Well here it go

If I die day then it's alright cuz I ain't tripping over material things
I'm the type to leave the party cuz the music was annoying and plus it stank
I never followed trends that just wasn't my way
I never fucked with the flashy clothes or drama shows
To be completely honest most of the time I feel like I ain't belong nowhere
Then I heard thugs mansion I thought I was gonna there
Then I heard Tupac was a fraud so my heart I won't share
Unless it's for these songs
Cuz this shit keep me up on the low
That's why I don't care if I get no plays from you hoes
Cuz this music keep me up
Cuz I never felt like someone cared so much
Like this microphone
It's always listens and it never interrupts
And that's cool for a cat like me
I never had no desire for fame or friends
I never had no desire to go to fake with them
I never had desire for hollister or h&m
I just put any old dam thing from my stack of clothes
So at school I'd get bullied and they call it roast
And I guess that's why my heart is cold
Cuz when I came back to get these niggas
They showed they true color code
Cuz I took they all they fancy phones
I was at the dean's office cuz them nigga's told
Yea I been cold hearted since 2004
I just play my old school raps, dress like a homeless with old poop rags
Felt free to do what made feel cool dope man
That was until I got this bogus app called instagram
No for some reason I don't feel like before the gram
I guess it's seeing that everyone fuck the flashy designer clothes
Material things that's what they base they value on
So for a time I did feel like I was supposed to wear nice shit to be respected
Shit I even got to show them bitches if I want they pussy I can get it
But after my grandma passed I was like fuck it forget it
I'm do me
Finally came out my closet where I was hiding the real me
Now I feel like I did at 6:34 on June 1st 2003
Free motherfucker
And nothing can stop
So if I die today I wouldn't even mind it

Cuz If I die today then these is all my last words
If I die today then I hope you hear these last words
If I die today then these is all my last words
If I die today then I hope you hear these fucking last words
If I die the I gotta say I never had no fuckin answers
If I die then these is all my last words
If I die today I hope y'all replay all these last words
If I die I hope it's easy cuz all my life I been full of anger
If I die today I gotta thank God for my life
I thank God cuz I ain't ever had no vice

Now if I die
Another thing I would like to get off my mind
Is this systematic bullshit
My whole life I've been told FUCK YOU
So if I could say it back at least once
I wouldn't even think double
I do that shit right now
Don't believe me
I invite any bitch nigga that ever wanted to bleed me
To come up right now
I'll have yo shit like
Lights out
Oh yeah I just said nigga how y'all feel about that
Y'all think I'm tryna change my skin tone to black
Or I think I'm studio gangster with a Mac
Nah me nigga
I'm just from south central
This was part of my vocabulary growing up where I did
I ain't ever mean it to come out as disrespectful
But if I did then fuck you
Cuz you probably one ff those hypocrite motherfuckers
Yelling black lives matter but listening to music that be talking about black on black cuz I'm stubborn
Maybe that's why there's still slavery going on in Africa
Maybe that's why the most successful blacks be talking about shooting or I'm fuck
And I ain't mean to be offending no one
But I ain't ever been the type of motherfucker to get talk about and not say no nun
And even if I'm wrong I'm still gon use my right
Why shouldn't I when niggas alright with so called rappers that's proven mice
Why shouldn't I when niggas rate themselves off views and likes
Why shouldn't I when most of you niggas don't even got control of yo life
Just a bunch of sheep deceived by smoke and lights
That's why I ain't have no problem with today being the last day I stay alive
If I die today then these is all my last words
If I die today then I hope you hear these last words
If I die today then I gotta say I never had no fuckin answers
If I die then these is all my last words
If I die today I hope y'all replay all these last words
If I die I hope it's easy cuz all my life I been full of anger
If I die today I gotta thank God for my life
I thank God cuz I ain't ever had no vice