Lyrics How I Feel - J-Easy

Fuck it

This shit isn't intended for rap
This song is going to be a little different won't be fast
Don't think that I am coming off ignorant free at last
Figure it would just pass by
But motherfucker won't let people have their time
To show off his or her rhyme
And people ask why did I start rap
My reply is as such
If I don't write I'll be liable to be trapped in my own mind
And really a mind for only the blind to see
And with me it's different I use this as a story book
Telling you whatever comes to head
And when it's all said and done it's something really I dread
But I sit back and I think it was just the feeling
A hot one that went thru the ceiling
But releasing it that's what starts the healing
Instead of getting on my knees and kneeling
I get on a beat and I start screaming
Just to hope people start streaming
Hopefully they understand the meaning
Behind my reasoning awaken the demon
I just want to be a free man but I guess that's not gonna come to Compleion
This is the music I love making
If I put out a song it won't be a mistake
Regrets may sink in but if that's what it'll take
To controll my mental before it become Detrimental
Like I said this ain't gonna be sentimental
This will probably be my life in one song
So many things that have went wrong
And shit that has gone on for to long
None of this belongs here
Because all I'm gaining is fear
I'm terrified at what will happen
Is why I shed all these tears
But no one sees behind my wall
So come along as I take you on this journey into my mind
This will be your only time
That I will show you my true side
To many times that I've tried
Been shot down because of my pride
Too many nights I've cried my self to sleep
Thinking so much I just fall so deep
And now all I can do is just lay and weep
I gotta be strong just take this step and leap

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