Lyrics Motivate - J Holmes

Can I find my motivation

Motivate
Motivate
Every time I take a look inside myself its like I lose my faith
Close my heart
Let me try to see if I can find a part of me to
Motivate
Motivate
Every time I take a look inside myself its like I lose my faith
Close my heart
Let me try to see if I can find a part of me to motivate

If that dont work then what will
I don't know what my gut feels
Been tryna live in these killin fields
I've been a stranger to what's real and when I fall I shake it off
My tree of life got a bad branch so I made a call to just break it off
Train of thought about to derail
So I escape like a pre bail
I was loud enough for the world to hear me Got no reply like a email
I've been feeling like a black sheep
My motivation went past me
Back luck on this road to life hit the headlights and just flashed me
But I'm still here like a bloodstain
Still eating like a mukbang
When a crowd of haters standing in my way I run straight into em like a Mustang
I forgot who I really was
Cause I been taken too many drugs
Burn resin through the glass pipe cause Im out of weed and I need a buzz

Motivate
Motivate
Every time I take a look inside myself its like I lose my faith
Close my heart
Let me try to see if I can find a part of me to
Motivate
Motivate
Every time I take a look inside myself its like I lose my faith
Close my heart
Let me try to see if I can find a part of me to motivate

My motivation been lacking lately
Why does love feel saturated
All my feelings evacuated
Whatever's left done evaporated
Fresh air is what I really need
Some good drank and a lot of weed
How can people be proud of me
If they aint getting shit it out of me
Just make room for the prodigy and
You can keep the camaraderie and
Fuck whoever unfollow me
They don't understand whats inside of me
You aint gotta acknowledge me with promises and probably
Cause you gone probably say one thing and then turn around and just lie to me
I don't know who I should really trust
The good bad or the envious
The world's weight is so strenuous
Land snakes so venomous
Stay away from my enemy
As I go to war with the inner me
I've been looking for the energy but I haven't found my inner peace

Motivate
Motivate
Every time I take a look inside myself its like I lose my faith
Close my heart
Let me try to see if I can find a part of me to
Motivate
Motivate
Every time I take a look inside myself its like I lose my faith
Close my heart
Let me try to see if I can find a part of me to motivate

Motivate

Motivate