Lyrics Fear (feat. Luis Galindo) - J U N O

It's here
Now, as always
Here, here, and here
I shouldn't even speak its name, it might come after me again
If I stay still, quiet, small
It might leave me alone
I doubt it
It has never left me alone before
But there is a chance, right? Right
No chance
It is ready to attack or slither around me
And squeeze me to nothing
It's slithering up my legs, around my waist
Up to my heart, my lungs, my mouth
My Eyes
Brain
My mind
I can't do this
I cannot lose my mind
I am losing control, I have no agency
My logic and faculties, are slipping away
I cannot call for help, I am paralyzed
Stultified
I cannot fight this, It wins every time
It is in my breath and blood, In my eyes
Demanding silence when I need to set boundaries
And rage when I am vulnerable
Violence when I am reliving trauma
And disappearance when things get too difficult
Desires get burned in a landfill of unworthiness
Dreams sink into oceans of self sabotage
And love
Love is destroyed for the terror
That it may be taken away
All hope bet and lost on uncertainty, injury to others
Graveyards full of broken promises
Hope hangs limp from nooses in dimly lit rooms
Across the planet
As the Boa constrictor of fear
Wraps us all in its ice cold, reptilian embrace
One at a time, unless we choose not to succumb
And it is a choice
Ultimately the only one that matters
Do I choose fear or its opposite
Love