Lyrics How I Feel - J4 Krazy

I done been hurt i been abandoned
They dont know the shit i been through
How they gone turn they back on me and now i got no one to vent to
I think bout Jay i wanna cry i swear to God i really miss you
Cuh what the fuck im pose to do when all this shit be getting real
Cause all i wanna do is kill they tryna tell me how to feel
And everyday a nigga struggling plenty nights im missing meals
I wanna dry they tears away while im still going through this hell
Cause all I care about is y'all feel i care less about myself
But free lil Turk they know we step wish you was here i need yo help
Im hoping Charles can find some peace he in that cell all by his self
Free my big brother Rab i gotcha when you touchdown in a year
Its so much sorrow so much pain be needing everybody here
I think about the life i had i swear its nothing that i fear
Bruh i dont even got no homeboys all i got is my brothers
I hope them boys dont ever fold cause all we got is each other
I got lil Kalyn that's forever it don't matter the weather
Cause when you walking through that rain im here to be your umbrella
Been having dreams about me dying pray to god it get better
No they dont know how i be feeling i refuse to go tell em
Cause i be pouring out my heart and don't nobody be caring
I hope this music shit work out cause i dont got no more plans
Now everybody say they for me what if shit hit the fan
Cant guarantee this shit'll work out i dont know how it'll end
But if i love you imma show it never fold break or bend
Its so much problems on my back i try to leave to the wind
The realest nigga that i know like ion never pretend
But all the L's a nigga taking wonder when ima win
I got my back against the wall and got this blunt in my hand
I try to smoke the pain away i know this high gotta end
You gone regret the shit you did wont put yo name in my shit
I knew i only had my brothers seen that shit as a kid
I knew i only had my brothers seen that shit as a kid