Lyrics Tranquilty. - JAIXEL

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I could lose myself to passive, my passion pasting the time
When my health was captive, my mental was fractured all in the rhymes
Didn't see the signs from the devil, was careful all of the time
Feel my mind was neglected of growing up for the shine
Had no motivation, creation was jaded most of the time
Will I lose my purpose while I'm just faded
I'm asking why, these verses is aggravated
This world is contaminated, these females is animated
I'm feeling so agitated with myself
Do I just need the wealth?
What I could do for paper
Bring me wealth for the family then go stealth
Quiet island, the silence
Mind is searching for the guidance
Where the mentors at these days?
Like am I looking in the right spots?
Will I fade from existence?
Without leaving me a stamp
The UPS truck down the road gave me eye contact in advance
Do I face corporate America, or the industry?
Either way could lead to death, but I'm in debt
Can't except how I wasn't checked
Katana blade when I write away
Believe in peace and love, is it a hoax?
Do I even believe in hope?
Did my faith just fade away?
Am I scared cause of my age?
Need tranquility and freedom in my mind
Can I find answers through these rhymes?