Dial In

Been a long drive like I started from my end zone
Had so many times I really thought it was the end though
Now my circle seeing green like my close friends though
Everything lead up to this nigga this the crescendo
Weezy in a lamb truck but we not serving plates
Jefe in a wagon like we had some Amish dates
Zeke grabbed the rolls like it came before the steak
And we been running through this paper like we keep making mistakes
In other words I'm trynna tell you that we been them niggas
I think I'm schizophrenic cuz the way I'm seeing figures
Life was like a puzzle and I had to see it bigger
Before it came together dawg I had to see the picture
Make your time count like you put money in the meter
Billy and Mandy we be friends with a reaper
Slide to ya home like they're prime Derek Jeter
Leave you wet up on ya chest like you got a Yeezy beater
Remember growing up we were hooping at the parks a lot
Remember rolling up in a Sav A Lot parking lot
From a city where the motormouths get parked a lot
Like you're in a welding class you're gonna see the sparks a lot
Do it all over the penne just like Alfredo
Remember taking zips all the way to Penn State though
Took the same trip to see my little bro in state clothes
One brother up state the other up state road
Family not like the Jenners we weren't transparent
Drugs up in our jeans when she asked we would share it
Aunty skipped the tree and woods I guess she couldn't bear it
Now she hooked all on them subs like her first name is Jared
Uncle died from heroin could of been a bad batch
It's deeper than I thought like I got bad scratch
I start writing and get blue like a hash tag
And I carry all of that shit I got a bad back
Took no time to heal got me feeling like I'm Wolverine
Was a little rusty now I'm feeling like a new Machine
Glad I never woke up when they said this was a stupid dream
Life's a bitch but she can't stop the kid get a NuvaRing
Hotdogs in the microwave off brand Apple Jacks
I will go and pop your lid nigga that's a Snapple fact
This was anxiety driven without Apple Maps
Trynna find your way with no direction could you handle that
Then they call you Hollywood like you had movie dreams
Find it ironic they project on me like movie screens
Everything I tried was getting blocked call the moving screen
Life had me feeling like a star up on a losing team
Future looking blurry I just focused on my purpose
That's when I dial in like I just got back my service
I pay them in reality checks when I write verses
I just hope my words connect like I'm writing this in cursive