Lyrics Downfall - JVN

Now I know I did some dirt, I had to write my wrongs
& That pride can be a killer, Got me writing songs
I saw your true colors, How you felt mane all along
Thought you had my back
For you, I would stay strong
I gave you motivation
Out of love, no hesitation
Saying karma gone get me, Tryna kill my reputation
I would always step for you
Was like my family
But you crossed the line
To the point that we don't speak
Steady talkin to my fam, Say my heart too big
& Ima take my blame for
All the things I said & did
& I wish you the best
Go & get it how you live
Won't do that Instagram
No back & forth like I'm a kid
Never thought you changed up
You saw the best in me
But guess the bond died, Ima let it Rest In Peace
Don't you tell em no lie
Just say it was jealousy
I'm with the gang now
Supposed to be here next to me
They killed my cousin
Sentenced 13, right to the killer
My mind was saying
When he drop, we gone get up with him
& Baby ima hold you down, Ain't nobody realer
Just remember that you a blessing, Go & chase yo figures
Besides my brothers
Gotta hold it down for all my sisters
I'm with the gang, we some soldiers
Ain't nothing but winners
When you alive, ain't no love
Tell me what's the issue
But when you gone, 6 ft. under
People claim they miss you
Know my real ones
I love em till the death of me
Ima put in my all
They gone get what's left of me
Was scared to open up
Always been my biggest peeve
I seen my closest friends, change all because of greed
Any issue wanna settle, gone ahead & slide
Stand on all 10, till the Lord says it's time
Ain't no touching my people, I don't play about mine
Cause we gone step, we gone step
Bet you we gone ride
I know some folks that did some things
For that attention needle
I put my city on my back
Cause I'm the latest hero
Fighting feelings on my own
& They wasn't there
Was feeling like I'm all alone, & they didn't care
So if they try to hit my line
(Ima keep it goin)
Hate when people waste my time
(Ima keep it goin)
Had to get back on my grind
(Had to keep it goin)
And they don't wanna see me shine
(But ima keep it goin)
Why you wanna pray on my downfall
Why you wanna pray on my downfall
I thought you was someone that I could call
I thought you was someone that could call