Lyrics A Walk... - Jackson Sadinsky

I went for a walk tonight to free my mind
I wondered what I'd find outside
I overcame a lot to leave the house
What disappointments you got for me now?
Sorry if I talk too loud I lost track of space and time
Dropping crumbs right beside me, navigation in case I go blind
They tell me I'll be fine but I've heard that before
When some windows close
Lock yourself inside your door
Everytime I try to write I can't pick up the pen
Only times that I can flow like this are when my minds open
I used to have no guard
I used to have a heart
But now I've built my fences up I didn't know it from the start that
I
Tend to fall in to way to deep
I lose myself so drastically
I tend to space out constantly It's
Hard
Just to live through what I've seen
You wouldn't process it like me
You'd see it all just differently inside my
Heart
This river flows into a stream
It jettisons off me
Gashes flowing through the trees
Leaves me hollowed underneath
I'm stuck her gnawing at my teeth
The weight could crush me underneath

I don't know what I don't know
I can show you what you work for
You on all fours on the top floor
She a top whore
And she like it when I call her that
Left my number know she gon' call me back

Looking for a savior from this life that she living
I'm just making beats sous chef know I been cooking
Having all these breakthroughs know I been tripping
Your boy look scraped up, he been tripping?

Type of team I'm on they would catch me slipping
Dressed in saint Laurent know we be dripping
Got a new mood for every fit I wear
Your girl be in the mood whispers in my ear like

I
Tend to fall in to way to deep
I lose myself so drastically
I tend to space out constantly It's
Hard
Just to live through what I've seen
You wouldn't process it like me
You'd see it all just differently inside my
Heart
This river flows into a stream
It jettisons off me
Gashes flowing through the trees
Leaves me hollowed underneath I'm stuck her gnawing at my teeth
The weight could crush me underneath