Lyrics Suicidal - Jaiden

I feel suicidal, for awhile
I don′t know how to live
Baby let me grab the rifle
It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
When I shoot it′s final, there is no revival
There's no take backs on this
When the gun's in my hands
It′s all in God′s plan, I'm too on edge for this

I just wanna die, the chrome to my dome
Maybe make me feel alive
I don′t know, maybe I'm trippin′
Trippin' ′bout all my ex women
Been off the drugs so long
To the point where I don't feel it no more
No more, no more so I do more, yeah
More drugs for the feelin'
But I never feel it, I just think about my ex
And call her up in my feelings, yeah
She′s the only thing that I′m needing
I got this reefer in my lungs but I feel my heart freezin'
Every minute could of been my last breath
But also every minute I feel like I′m on edge
I don't know what I need no, no more, no more
I just know that I need to
Find what my purpose for, baby can you help me

I feel suicidal, for awhile
I don′t know how to live
Baby let me grab the rifle
It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
When I shoot it′s final, there is no revival
There's no take backs on this
When the gun's in my hands
It′s all in God′s plan, I'm too on edge for this
I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive
′Cause I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive, 'cause I just wanna

I feel suicidal, for awhile
I don′t know how to live
Baby let me grab the rifle
It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
When I shoot it′s final, there is no revival
There's no take backs on this
When the gun's in my hands
It′s all in God′s plan, I'm too on edge for this
I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive
′Cause I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive, 'cause I just wanna