Lyrics Sabotage - Jared Evan

It's one of those nights
I'm gonna smoke too much
I'm stuck in my head
From something I said
Always destroy
Everything I touch
I leave that shit there
Just like I don't care

But that ain't how I feel inside (yeah)
Even though I'm paranoid (yeah)
I ain't even gotta choice
I still fuck it up
But I'm trying not to

Sabotage myself
Ain't nothing left to say
Cause my pride can't get away from me
All my life I've failed, my ego is to blame
Yeah and if it doesn't change I'mma
Sabotage

Sabotage
Sabotage
Sabotage
Sabotage

Yeah I fuck my self up
I'm a mess and I really need a help up
In my mind I ain't got no pride
Im a bitter winner only
When I gas myself up
Yeah I'm so insecure
Am I really that dumb? I'm not sure
Been a minute since
You can feel it in my bones
Take another shot
Will I miss? I don't know

But that ain't how I feel inside
Even though I'm paranoid yeah
I ain't even gotta choice try
I still fuck it up
But I'm trying not to