Lyrics optimistic (feat. Caspr) - Jaxxon D. Silva

My skull numb and my head high
I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system
You know me I had to get right
It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy
I feel too alive, I must be out my mind
Rolling off a tesla, this not a test drive
You know me I had to get right
It's not my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

I've been optimistic
I'm dying but who is it?
You're a part of me, until I lost it
Tired of blowing kisses
Off the drugs, well like who is it?
Going in and out of life is so exhausting
Got a different point of view is the reason why hate my life
Is the reason why I don't think twice
Sometimes I wanna end my life
But I think it's gon' be alright, be okay
See you every single day
Recognize these voices in the wall that I'm seeing your face

My skull numb and my head high
I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system
You know me I had to get right
It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy
I feel too alive, I must be out my mind
Rolling off a tesla, this not a test drive
You know me I had to get right
It's not my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

I'm sick of seeing red lights, every time I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night, I go to bed high
Thank god that my bitch got sex drive

My skull numb and my head high
I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system
You know me I had to get right
It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy
I feel too alive, I must be out my mind
Rolling off a tesla, this not a test drive
You know me I had to get right
It's not my fault she woke up next to a dead guy