Lyrics SHADOWS 'N' STONES - Jay Tip

Look
Everything be really stressing me lately
I'm just good at showing love
Even if half of them hate me
Now I'm feeling reckless
No matter how high they rate me
Cause I'm speeding down the road
Its like 100 plus 80
Add another 20
I get a bit and still i find it plenty
Palms are sweaty and my arms
Look like moms spaghetti
Thats when my arms are heavy
Cause i hold a lot of trust
I went and broke my whole heart
Over fucking lust

Smoking at the beach
I'm wishing i could float away
Happiness the destination
Tell me you can show the way
Feel the pain through my neck
Working to my shoulder blades
People that are feeling hurt
Will naturally have more to say
I never caught a fade
Imagine if i caught a blade
Straight to the neck
And suddenly i turn to quarter made
The lights go down
And then eventually they sort of fade
And if i go and die today
I won't be born again

Everything happens for reasons
And that's a part of living
Sometimes life can get hard
So then you're hardly living
Everything be hitting with force
And its not forgiving
Funny how we people have hands
But its not for giving
Crazy that we all have lives
But its not for living
Funny how we listen to lies
But don't like to listen
Always writing raps in the dark
Until the sun has risen
I win the lottery everyday
But the funds are missing

I keep on tripping over everything i can't change
But i can't help it cause my mind is always in a race
And taking medication never changed a damn thing
Always being first cause i aint taking second place
I feel the weight on my back, never really let it go
Do i really need to die, before they see I'm made of gold
I swear I'm always straight, i never really plan to fold
Had a lot of fire in my heart, but now my hands are cold

They love to see me down, but never falling down again
Every king has a time, I'm going to wear the crown again
Looking at the mirror, and i promise that i found a friend
Had to fight a couple demons, everything is sound again
I changed a lot from a teen but still i didn't change
Yeah my attitude is different but I'm still the same
I'm proud of everything that once made me feel ashamed
I was a hero until the villains came, feel my pain

I never plan for the future, tomorrows never told
I love the smell of the money, but never borrow gold
I love the heat, but it just feels like I'm forever cold
I kinda want it all, but know that its all better sold
I could leave the world today
And you would never know,
Every single part of heart, i had to let it go
Watch it disappear in the air, its like a spec of dust
I'm too busy being me to really go and make a fuss

I tried to make life easier for the ones in my circle
Not to be hurtful but i tried until i couldn't move
They never moving so i need to go and jump the hurdles
But i guess that if you stay running then you always lose

Words can hurt me
But i know they never break my bones
People made promises but never let it set in stone
All the messages i sent
But they all read it wrong
Too many Bnbs
Just want someone to feel like home
I ask for closure but i never seem to really get it
Life can really go and fuck you if you really let it
Such is life but please don't settle for that state of mind
We all diamonds in the rough, but we were made to shine

We're never built perfect
But I'm perfectly building everything
In my life
That really makes it feel worth it
I'm a bit broken
But i know I'm still working
I said that i will make it
Trust me, yeah I'm still certain
Everything that happened to me had a real reason
The weather changing but my feelings the same every season
Tried to do good by everybody, just won't ever please em
And everybody that planned to stay, were the first ones leaving
Damn