Lyrics Not Again - Jay UF

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All I ever wanted was a chance to get my music out
I used to cruise around with the music really loud
Just a kid, the troubled times, music helped my through it
I never thought that I'd pursue it, actually go and do it
From the times never thinkin' I would be a winner
My brother distracting the cashy while we were theivin' dinner
Sure it was hard, I was sixteen, he was eighteen
Plus we had the cravin', surely we were junkies in the makin'
But we had each other but the drugs would take it out on me
One day yeah my brother found me hangin' off the balcony
He grabbed my by the legs and had his hands around my neck
He grappled me and tackled me and smashed me to the deck
And he said, "Jay why the fuck you wanna go and kill yourself?"
Tearin' up and tell me that he'd kill me himself
This is love, this is help within this fucked up world
It's unconditional, I miss you full, you made me excel
It's the blood

People thinkin' that I quit and I got up and went
But I'll be spittin' lyrics 'till there's fuckin' nothin' left
That's right, you'll never hear the end until I'm rottin' dead
'Cause I'mma hit this shit and keep these haters sayin' "not again"

People thinkin' that I quit and I got up and went
But I'll be spittin' lyrics 'till there's fuckin' nothin' left
That's right, you'll never hear the end until I'm rottin' dead
'Cause I'mma hit this shit and keep these haters sayin' "not again"

You thinkin' something was up, right when my brother went
I started meth again and every night was partyin'
I'd deny and say everything's alright and shit
But then you'd hear the pain when I decide to go and write my shit
Now how could I have hid the shit that I was hidin' in
I guess that's why I just ignite it
Light it like a fire's lit
You's told me not to quit the music, fuckin' ever
It gave me motivation and it's something that I'll treasure
No I'll never ever let up, 'till I'm set up and I'm fed up
With these haters I'm attractin', just because I'm gettin' better
See I'm clever, with a never ending vendetta to get up
I'm never fallin' down again, I've gotta keep my head up
So when ever I be feelin' down, I'll pick up a pen
And say the same shit a million times then say it again
I don't care, you're all aware that it's my therapy, damn
I never plan this shit will register with every fan
It's the blood

People thinkin' that I quit and I got up and went
But I'll be spittin' lyrics 'till there's fuckin' nothin' left
That's right, you'll never hear the end until I'm rottin' dead
'Cause I'mma hit this shit and keep these haters sayin' "not again"

People thinkin' that I quit and I got up and went
But I'll be spittin' lyrics 'till there's fuckin' nothin' left
That's right, you'll never hear the end until I'm rottin' dead
'Cause I'mma hit this shit and keep these haters sayin' "not again"

Now people judgin', even when they never met me
Social media, people on it think they're threatnin'
Fuckin' keyboard warriors, listen up directly
It ain't hard to fuckin' block you if you disrespect me
I'm too old for all the games and yeah I'm sure there's plenty
Bettin' that this verse will trigger ears and I'll be blockin' many
But I don't care, I'm only focussin' on music
It's album number two, I'm gettin' doper with the new shit
Excuses, when I used to throw off in the past yeah
A lazy fuckin' Jay-Dee, drunk and wasted on my ass
Droppin' like a promo once a year if I was lucky
Then expectin' just the buzz to be just handed out or somethin'
But nothin' will come, I wasn't puttin' in the work
Instead was on the drugs and treatin' people like a jerk
I never thought that I deserved to be here on this earth
But then once that I was clean I learnt that I needed what I earnt
It's the blood

People thinkin' that I quit and I got up and went
But I'll be spittin' lyrics 'till there's fuckin' nothin' left
That's right, you'll never hear the end until I'm rottin' dead
'Cause I'mma hit this shit and keep these haters sayin' "not again"

People thinkin' that I quit and I got up and went
But I'll be spittin' lyrics 'till there's fuckin' nothin' left
That's right, you'll never hear the end until I'm rottin' dead
'Cause I'mma hit this shit and keep these haters sayin' "not again"