Lyrics Heaven - Jayn

Why'd you leave me if you loved me, I've been patient
Built up everything around us like a mason,
If I'd known that you would run away
When it got tough to conversate,
I'm not the type to waste my time.
Why'd you leave me if you loved me,
I've been honest
Said if I showed you my scars - you'd stay, you promised
If I'd known back then that you would
Turn - choose to ignore the pain and hurt,
I'm not the type to waste my time ...
Cuz I feel so far away from heaven ...
After all this time and all the pain I'm alone ...
Oh, I ... feel so far away from heaven,
Yeah,
After all this time,
There's such a long way to go ...
Why'd I stay until my heart bled out to empty?
Thought if I could keep my eyes closed we'd be happy
If I known that we were made to break,
That holding on was a mistake,
I'm not the type to waste my time.
When you look at me I bet you see a demon,
It's the only way that I could see reason
That you turned away and closed door - refused to see me anymore,
Like I was just a waste of time
Now I feel so far away from heaven ...
After all this time and all the love I'm alone ...
Oh,
I ... feel so far away from heaven,
Yeah,
After all this time,
There's such a long way to go ...
I ... feel so far away
I ... I don't wanna stay
I ... Wanna fly away to you ...