Lyrics my heart is left to decay - Ja¥en X District

Surrounded by these skies
Branches whispering these warm lies
Give me comfort and tell me more
I can tell i been here before
No i don't like it
Try to fight it i hide it
I'm scared i'm so frightened
It echoes with silence
I pray.
I pray i pray for me
I pray for sanity
These chemicals aren't helping at all
Say you're here but i know you're a ghost
I'm alright when i lie to myself
Whatever this is
I think i overdosed on this feeling

The blood may wash away
But the skies will never fade
They haunt me they're here to stay
(I feel it in my bones)
I can't run theres no escape
The surface begins to grey
My heart is left to decay
(Decay inside my bones)

Everything makes more sense when i'm greeted by death
I don't give a fuck about a thing i know i'm my own threat
I don't even go outside
I've been feeling terrified
By every single figure that i descry
So here i lie
Inside this chamber of lost voices
I'm stuck and living out choiceless
Self destruction
Morbid as i mourn for you
Yeah i let it destroy me
Do you hear that sound?
It circles in the room
It gently moves abound
There it eyes me
I let it hypnotize me
Take from me whats mine
Inside my mind as it divides me
I'm talking to myself
These whispers in the wind
I need you here to help

This feeling i wanna believe it
But this route ain't scenic
It seems like it's creeping and peeking
Man all of my demons are talking to me
And saying all i need is
Nobody but.
Them

The blood may wash away
But the skies will never fade
They haunt me they're here to stay
(I feel it in my bones)
I can't run theres no escape
The surface begins to grey
My heart is left to decay
(Decay inside my bones)