Lyrics Questions - Jed Yi

What is my destiny?
What is the life that I choose, I want desperately?
What is the reason for breathing, you testing me?
What is the freedom I want, is it next to me?
Used to be easy, but now it's a test for me
Chasing my dreams with ambition was just like a breath to me
Thought I had remedy
Thought I had rest in me
Thought I had resolved the questions, but they catching up to me

So many questions
Hold up, hold up
It's catching up to me

These are the thoughts that I ponder
Am I a just a sojourner destined to wander
Gasping for air like a fish out of water
I'm starting to teeter, I'm starting to totter
I'm slow like a tortoise, but starting to caught up
Clean-up on seven, I'm starting to mop up
Close to the edge, I'm so close to just closing the shop up
I'm close to just closing the shop up