Lyrics If Only We Could - Jerel

I thank God for every moment
All the lessons
All the love
Real talk
This is from the heart
This is for you daddy

If only we could talk
Just one more time
I'm sitting here reminiscing
Like it was old times
If only we could talk
Just one more time
If only we could talk
Just one more time

Lost one of my biggest supporters
I'm shedding tears writing
Lost one of my biggest supporters
You just didn't hear about it
When I saw it with my own eyes
I cried, cried, cried
He died on July 4th while asleep on the couch
A son lost a father a daughter did too
How could this be when we we're praying for God to move
Who lied and said a man ain't suppose to cry
Tears falling down my face just like raindrops
I remember the advice that you gave me full of wisdom
Going to church not seeing you in the pughs got me tripping
Small talks Sunday dinners
What happened to our routine
Your grandkids asking about pictures they never seen
It hurt me to the core just to think about it
I'm crying tears in my sleep when I dream about you
Walk into your room but you're not there it ain't the same
Tried to put it in words
But I can't describe the pain

If only we could talk
Just one more time
I'm sitting here reminiscing
Like it was old times

You said if anything happen to you
Take care of mama
I was hoping for the best but dang here go a promise
Body full of chemo I took you to your appointments
I don't really think that helped just being honest
Pacing back forth cause we got a move on
Dad you should've been here to listen to all these songs
We talk about you pops
Just like you're still here
It hurt my heart to see mama shed tears
People change things change but you stayed solid
You wasn't just a great husband but a great father
I know Uncle Darryl miss you
Y'all was too close talking on the phone just like brothers that was too dope
Your granddaughter looks just like you
It's kind of cool and whenever she smiles she smiles just like you
Her due date was the day of your birthday
That's how I knew
God had you in the first place

If only we could talk
Just one more time
I'm sitting here reminiscing
Like it was old times
If only we could talk
Just one more time
If only we could talk
Just one more time