Lyrics The Story of Alyssa - Jeremiah

My love, my heart
My girl, I want Alyssa
Alyssa, Alyssa (Jeremiah)
I wear broken heart
On my neck, on my chest
Feel the pain, hopelessness
Can′t believe, can't resist
My love, my heart
My girl, I want Alyssa
Alyssa, Alyssa, Alyssa
(Like, I don′t think she understands,
Like, when we broke up bro, like it hurt me to... y'know?)
This is the place
You cannot escape,
Don't try to run away (Mega, you played that boy)
Used to have a demon
Inside my brain and
He killed my heart and
He was my demonic self
That was... a time ago
Nothing is the same from that time ago
Nothing is the same, now I′m all alone
Three years, that′s a long time ago
Three years, that's a long time ago
Had a girlfriend from awhile ago
Used to vibe with her
She and I you know
We had love a long time ago
But that was way back a long time ago
Nothing is the same from that time ago
Nothing is the same now I′m all alone
All alone, all alone
Three years that's a long time ago
Time ago, time ago
Three years that′s a long time ago
Time ago, time ago
Alyssa was my everything
Used to think of her
With them diamond rings
Used to love her more than anything
I ain't even know what she meant to me
All my exes jealous
Wow, what a surprise
They just wanna be Alyssa
Who′s still my eyes
They just wanna be Alyssa
Who's still in my heart
Believe me, I never ever wanted her to depart
Yeah,
I'm addicted to love
I just need Alyssa
That is a must
And I swear to God
There′s nobody I trust
More than her
And now our love is dust
Three years that′s a long time ago
Had a girlfriend from awhile ago
Used to vibe with her
She and I you know
We had love a long time ago
But that was way back a long time ago
Nothing is the same from that time ago
Nothing is the same now I'm all alone
Three years that′s a long time ago
Three years that's a long time ago
Time ago, time ago
Three years that′s a long time ago
Time ago, time ago
(Three years,
That's a long time ago) Used to have a demon, he was insane and
Inside my brain and invade my dreaming
He killed my heart and he killed my spirit
He was my demonic self I believed it
(Had a girlfriend from awhile ago) He
Killed my friends and my love for the people
That loved and adored everything in me lethal
I′m not the same no, I'm not the same now
(Nothing is the same) Used to have a demon, he was insane and
Inside my brain and invade my dreaming
He killed my heart and he killed my spirit
He was my demonic self I believed it
He killed my friends and my love for the people (from that time ago)
That loved and adored everything in me lethal
I'm not the same no, I′m not the same now
(Okay so when I play it... um, I want it to be like...
You know like...) I don′t wanna watch you go, go go
I don't wanna be alone (Y′know like...)
Baby hol' up, no no no
Please just call my phone
No no no, no no no
I don′t want you all alone
I don't wanna watch you go, go go
I don′t wanna be alone
"I don't really wanna be here now"
What's it gonna take to stay?
"I don′t really wanna be with you"
What do you want from me?
"What do spirits want with you?"
My demons are part of me
"I cannot do this with you"
No wait, baby, please don′t leave
Oh yeah
I can explain
Way back in summer time
I loved and lost the only girl who loved and wanted me
Pushed her away and now today
My demons live in me
Yeah I know it's bad
Yeah I know it′s sad
Trust me three years down the line
I think I'd know it′s bad
But now today, please baby stay
I need you really bad so,
I don't wanna watch you go, go go
I don′t wanna be alone
Baby hol' up, no no no
Please just call my phone
No no no, no no no
I don't want you all alone
I don′t wanna watch you go, go go
I don′t wanna be alone
"Who is she?"
No no no
We don't say her name
"Who is she?"
No no no
I′m in a better place
"Who is she?"
Oh no no no
I am not enough
"Who was she?"
Oh no no no
No, Alyssa
I don't wanna watch you go, go go
(I don′t wanna be alone)
Baby hol' up, no no no
(Please just call my phone)
No no no, no no no
(I don′t want you all alone)
I don't wanna watch you go, go go
I don't wanna be alone
It′s called: A Love Letter to Alyssa
Because... most of the songs on here are directed at Alyssa
Yeah, enjoy
(2018)
I wanna go to sleep
Yeah, I can′t go to sleep
I swear to God that I can't go to sleep
I swear to God that I can′t go to sleep
I-It-It's your fault
I know, and I said I′m sorry
Don't know if she knows but
I can′t forgive me
It drives me crazy
(Left her, left her)
You are the worst human being,
Saying these things that we know you don't mean
Yeah, say you loved her...
But you left her, what do you mean?
Yeah, say you "miss her",
But we know that's not how you think
Not many people know,
The birth of Jeremiah,
Is the death of my love
(2019)
One loves,
One loves lust,
That lust broke our trust
Now we′re out of love
Two years have gone by
We′re still the same guy (Miah)
To change, God knows I've tried
Can′t take it I must die
Ha! And I don't wanna die but,
Hey, I′ll give it a try yeah
And I might have to die
To save myself
Kill Jeremiah...
Wait huh?
Jeremiah
Yes I know
The reason that you're gone is my own
Yeah I know
You are not the same as before
Yes I know
The reason that you′re gone is my own
Yeah I know
You are not the same as before
Um, restart the road
Let's go back to where we were before
When you were at my door
Begging me just to give you more
And I was like, woah
Girl you know that isn't how we roll
But you wanted more
I said "Are you sure?"
You said you were
Doesn′t ring a bell
I might have to yell
That is when you lied
Couldn′t even look me in the eyes
Like why?
It's been 3 years and I still don′t know why (but honestly...)
Yes I know
(Don't go)
The reason that you′re gone is my own
(Own)
Yeah I know
(Don't go)
You are not the same as before
Yes I know
(Please don′t)
The reason that you're gone is my own
Yeah I know
(No)
You are not the same as before
(It was... really interesting to focus all my
Energy and all my strength into one project.
Um, and I'm sorry that there aren′t
More songs but, you know, I thought...
I thought more songs would be a little unhealthy for me)
You can′t see, but got tear drops in my eye
When you called you never said goodbye
So this is goodbye
Goodbye, bye, bye
Popping pills 'til I can′t see anymore
It really hurt when you pushed me out the door
Saying things like "don't love you anymore"
"Don′t love you anymore"
Popping pills 'til I can′t see anymore
It really hurt when you pushed me out the door
Saying things like "don't love you anymore"
"Don't love you anymore"
Popping pills ′til I can′t see anymore
It's okay cause your love I will ignore
At the edge, but my heart is doing fine
Tear it up or whatever but, I′m alright
I don't need you
Now that you′re against me
(I'm alright)
Never loved you
Turns out you never loved me
(I′m okay)
Betrayal
Back-stabbing, fatal
(I'll be fine)
Portrayal
Fake, you're shameful
(Your love is fake)
Popping pills ′til I can′t see anymore
It really hurt when you pushed me out the door
Saying things like "don't love you anymore"
"Don′t love you anymore"
Popping pills 'til I can′t see anymore
It really hurt when you pushed me out the door
Saying things like "don't love you anymore"
"Don′t love you anymore"
I'm alright
I'm okay
I′ll be fine
Your love is fake
You can′t see, but got tear drops in my eye
When you called you never said goodbye
So this is goodbye
Goodbye, bye, bye
Popping pills 'til I can′t see anymore
It really hurt when you pushed me out the door
Saying things like "don't love you anymore"
"Don′t love you anymore"
Popping pills 'til I can′t see anymore
It really hurt when you pushed me out the door
Saying things like "don't love you anymore"
"Don't love you anymore"
You can′t see, but got tear drops in my eye
When you called you never said goodbye
So this is goodbye...
Goodbye,
Bye,
Bye