Lyrics I Don't Wanna Grow Up - Jerm

I was a

I was a young boy running around with my brothers
Had to make some money was prone to concussions I
Kept on wishing for somebody to love
And I'm a fool, a tool, a narcissist
Because of you, you ruined me you're such a bitch
Don't follow rules, it's true, I'm just a kid
I've got a lot of life to learn and lots of life to live

But I'm a fuck up
Maybe I have tough luck
Maybe there's too much cuts
Maybe I'm a misfit and nobody's meant to love us
Maybe it was just us
Maybe there's still someone
But all I really know right now is I
But I'm a fuck up
Maybe I have tough luck
Maybe there's too much cuts
Maybe I'm a misfit and nobody's meant to love us
Maybe it was just us
Maybe there's still someone
But all I really know right now is I don't wanna grow up

I can't get out my head
You fucked me up so bad
And there's so much that I should've said on the night you left
But I'm okay with that
I decided what was best for me
A dose of ecstasy will help set me free
And you can go and tell your friends all the better things
That I'm accomplishing
I know you love to see I started loving myself
I put the pills on the shelf
I feel in love with a girl and she is good for my health
I made like almost a thousand on just the music I sell
I think I'm doing better I might just come out of my shell

But I'm a fuck up
Maybe I have tough luck
Maybe there's too much cuts
Maybe I'm a misfit and nobody's meant to love us
Maybe it was just us
Maybe there's still someone
But all I really know right now is I
But I'm a fuck up
Maybe I have tough luck
Maybe there's too much cuts
Maybe I'm a misfit and nobody's meant to love us
Maybe it was just us
Maybe there's still someone
But all I really know right now is I don't wanna grow up