Lyrics My First Kill - Joel Culpepper

I can feel the people watching
I can see the birds circling
I wonder if they know that they're
My very first kill

Feel your energy fading
The hemisphere suffocating
I wonder if you saw a light
When I hurt you like
One, two, three, ow!

Wondering why
Hope I didn't let you down
I begin to feel
You're my first kill
Wondering why
Hope I didn't let you down
I begin to feel
You're my first kill

I enjoy the sweet release
The kill gave me the peace
The guilt holds me at night
Like my pillow tight

I can tell your heart is broken
Miles away from home I'm hoping
Time heals the pain away
For a brighter day

Wondering why
Hope I didn't let you down
I begin to feel
You're my first kill
Wondering why
Hope I didn't let you down
I begin to feel
You're my first kill

Wondering why
Hope I didn't let you down
I begin to feel
You're my first kill
Wondering why
Hope I didn't let you down
I begin to feel
You're my first kill

Didn't mean to lead you on
Right down the garden path
But I know this love
Would have lost
Did I give you a kiss
Right on the cheek
In the garden?
Oh kissing me

I am your murderer of love, of love
She says she hate evil
I spit no evil
If I don't leave you
Then I'll just deceive you
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill

Uh, preach
I can feel your hesitation, uh
If I was you, I would run away
From me
Just open your eyes
I'm terrified of what I've done to you, yeah
Of what I've done to you

She says she hate evil
I spit no evil
If I don't leave you
Then I'll just deceive you
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill

She says she hate evil
I spit no evil
If I don't leave you
Then I'll just deceive you
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill

She says she hate evil
I spit no evil
If I don't leave you
Then I'll just deceive you
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill
My first kill