Lyrics Anxiety - Joell Ortiz

Uh Okay, oh no, first I can′t catch a breath Feel the moisture as I
Begin to sweat (damn) I start feelin' dizzy like my balance left
(Whoa) And now my heart′s beatin' like it's out my chest (no) It′s
Happenin′ again, it's happenin′ again But you can't tell nobody,
They gon′ think you crazy It's happenin′ again,
It's happenin' again Just let it pass, boy, you′ll be good,
Baby Wakin′ up's a struggle,
I used to want to hustle I used to want the whole world to know that
I existed, now I cuddle In the bed with myself,
Hopin′ the phone don't ring Hopin′ a text don't come
Through or email don′t bling I feel funny, shouldn't I be happy?
I get money Instead,
I put on all new clothes and feel crummy But
I'm showin′ up for work like I′m a-okay Anxiety?
Who, me?
No way, José I hide behind a smile while my mind is runnin' wild
Nervous for no reason,
Heart beatin′ like a mile a minute Where's the nearest bathroom?
I′m in it Splash some water on my face, wipe it dry,
Let's get it That′s my life in a nutshell, feel like I'm goin' nuts,
Well Let′s keep it on the low,
Can′t let 'em know that you ain′t upscale I shouldn't even carry real
ID Forgot what it feels like to really feel like me Okay, oh no,
First I can′t catch a breath Feel the moisture as I begin to sweat
(Damn) I start feelin' dizzy like my balance left (whoa) And now my
Heart′s beatin' like it's out my chest (no) It′s happenin′ again,
It's happenin′ again But you can't tell nobody,
They gon′ think you crazy It's happenin′ again,
It's happenin' again Just let it pass, boy, you′ll be good,
Baby Sometimes I hear a song and wanna cry It brings me to before I
Was this guy and puts water in my eyes I keep my faith strong,
If there′s a Lord up in the sky I pray that I feel happy one more
Time before I die I get glimpses,
Then it's gone in an instance Joy′s in front of me and then it's off
In the distance No one in my phone book I could call for assistance ′
Cause they won't understand what I be goin′ through, what is this?
Why won't it go away?
Never thought I would know a day That the ship captain started actin'
Like a stowaway I′m thinkin′ 'bout a meetin′ tomorrow with
Sweaty palms, now Like,
If I catch a panic attack, how can I calm down?
Nervous that I might feel nervous,
What a vicious cycle I see myself fadin' away without the Vitiligo I
Hit the gym and try to get off some steam But I get anxiety just
Tryna pick a machine Some pictures make me smile
′Cause my figure is lean And then the very next thought is "
I can't get in them jeans" Wish that I could go to sleep,
Wake up and life is sweet But truth is,
I fight this beast in the middle of dreams Okay, oh no,
First I can′t catch a breath Feel the moisture as I begin to sweat
(Damn) I start feelin' dizzy like my balance left (whoa) And now my
Heart's beatin′ like it′s out my chest (no) It's happenin′ again,
It's happenin′ again But you can't tell nobody,
They gon′ think you crazy It's happenin' again,
It′s happenin′ again Just let it pass, boy, you'll be good, baby