Lyrics When I Fall Apart (Side B Flip) - Johnny Utah

Part of me wants to chuck this shit in a garbage disposal
But the other part of me wants to hear what you have to say
Because part of me wants to forgive you
And still love you
Ugh, fuck it
Imma play it

Yo hey Bitch,
I wrote you a fuckin song
And I just want to play this shit for y-
Yo dude!
Get the fuck out!
Im trynna record this for her!

When I fall in love
Oh, I fall apart
I know its improbable
But Im unstoppable
Cause he doesn′t know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I cannot stand

It′s been so long
Im a Rasputin doll
I thought for a while
Then turned to a pile
And you don't even know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I still can′t stand

(...)

So I fall in love
And I fell apart
He needed my heart
Until bruising and scarred
And I don′t even know who I am
I've waited for too long
And I′ve turned to sand

So tell me is this what it's like to be
In love?