Lyrics Shadows of Doubt - Jonathan Maiocco

I feel a kind of sadness, the kind that makes no sense
I feel it in the silence, I feel it deep within
I'm sorry for the secrets and all of my excuses
For all the wrong reasons that I could never give

I wish that I was stronger right now
Flying higher off the ground
But I couldn't be farther from that now
No, I couldn't be farther, farther down

So would you give me just a minute cause I'm the one that's sinking
I don't know how to work this one out
Oh, I can feel it in the rhythm but I can't face the music
I don't know how to see this one now

Beyond my shadows of doubt
I know I've been here a while this time
But I just can't let you down
So I'll keep them all to myself tonight
All of my shadows of doubt to my cynical self

I feel a kind of madness, the kind that makes my head spin
I feel it like a virus, oh, that's spreading deep within
I don't mean to be a skeptic, no, or always second-guessing what I know
So many things unspoken, so many things uncertain
If I let you in, you wouldn't stand a chance

I wish that I was stronger right now
Flying high above the clouds
But I couldn't be farther from that now
No, I couldn't be farther, farther down

So would you give me just a minute cause I'm the one that's sinking
I don't know how to work this one out
Oh, I can feel it in the rhythm but I can't face the music
I don't know how to see this one now

Beyond my shadows of doubt
I know I've been here a while this time
But I just can't let you down
So I'll keep them all to myself tonight
All of my shadows of doubt to my cynical self
All my collateral doubt, to my cynical self