Lyrics Running - Jordaan

Stay steady
I've been hoping that you'll pull my weight
I've been trying not to tell you something
But in my mind I've got to tell you something

Oh god I've been making faces at a midnight screen
And I've been trading places with the hurt in me
Cuz maybe it's just not enough to try

It's been a while and I
Repress it but I'll be thinking it all the time
Chasing a high and I confess that
The thought of being alone could change my mind

Cuz I'm so tired of the running
I want the truth now that it's catching up to me
It makes me feel like I'm wanted
When I've been inching closer to my knees
Lies keep spreading like a secret
As they chase me farther from a feeling, oh
Cuz I could be foolish for a weekend
When the night might only feel like moving on

So tell me
Am I the person that you thought I'd be
I've been wired to be chasing someone
Uninspired by the place I've come from
I've been confused
I'm making excuses for why I've been up at night
Cuz it's been a few now I'm in a room losing myself in a mood
As I take your words cuz I'm not keeping mine

Cuz I'm so tired of the running
I want the truth now that it's catching up to me
It makes me feel like I'm wanted
When I've been inching closer to my knees
Lies keep spreading like a secret
As they chase me farther from a feeling, oh
Cuz I could be foolish for a weekend
When the night might only feel like moving on

Oh, intoxicated-hate that I waited for this

Cuz I'm so tired of the running
I want the truth now that it's catching up to me
It makes me feel like I'm wanted
When I've been inching closer to my knees
Lies keep spreading like a secret
As they chase me farther from a feeling, oh
Cuz I could be foolish for a weekend
When the night might only feel like moving on