Lyrics My Desire - Jordan James
I've
been
going
through
some
things
that
I
just
can't
explain
I've
tried
to
live
life,
with
a
smile
on
my
face
But
it
seems
like
almost
every
single
day
I
wake
up,
am
not
okay
(no,
am
not)
I
just
wanna
live
in
the
fake
life
A
person
who
lives
don't
make
that
fake
live
I
used
to
be
so
happy,
what
happened?
But
I
guess
I've
learnt
one
thing,
that's
my
lesson
You
can't
always
hold
on
My
fire,
it's
going
out,
it's
so
cold
This
fire
that
kept
me
alive,
now
it's
froze
This
fire
Oh,
this
fire
I
love
to
be
the
person
to
depend
on
But
am
just
trying
hard
enough
to
burn
on
Oh,
my
fire
Gone
like
my
desire
Open
my
eyes
and
realize
am
awake
I
don't
have
to
live
life
like
am
a
fake
I
can
sell
desire
to
love
the
way
The
way
I
am
I
just
wanna
know
that
am
breathing
(am
breathing)
It
may
not
come
out
easy
but
am
living
I
can
learn
my
worth
and
my
purpose
I
don't
ever
have
to
be
perfect
I
can't
hold
on
My
fire,
it's
going
out,
it's
so
cold
This
fire
that
kept
me
alive,
now
its
froze
This
fire
Oh,
this
fire
I
love
to
be
the
person
to
depend
on
But
am
just
trying
hard
enough
to
burn
on
Oh,
this
fire
is
my
only
My
fire,
it's
going
out,
it's
so
cold
This
fire
that
kept
me
alive,
now
it's
froze
This
fire
Oh,
this
fire
I
love
to
be
the
person
to
depend
on
But
am
just
trying
hard
enough
to
burn
on
Oh,
this
fire,
is
my
only
desire
(Desire
to
live,
Desire
to
give,
Desire
to
be,
The
best
part
of
me,
Desire
to
hope,
Would
learn
that
I
grow,
(old),
Desire
to
know,
My
desire
potential)
(You
have
desire
to
live,
Desire
to
be
who
you
wanna
be,
Just
do
you)
My
fire,
it's
going
out,
it's
so
cold
This
fire
that
kept
me
alive,
now
it's
froze
This
fire
Oh,
this
fire
I
love
to
be
the
person
to
depend
on
But
am
just
trying
hard
enough
to
burn
on
Oh,
my
fire
Is
my
desire
It's
my
desire
1 Her Eyes
2 So Difficult
3 The Vision
4 My Desire
5 So Far Gone
6 Desiderium
7 Staring
8 U Matter
9 Just Another Day
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