Lyrics gradient - Josh Makazo

On my own again
Finally have you to myself
Down that road again
Now you finally need some help
And I know this
The feel, the night, my karma says I've earned this

But I know
I know
I know
I do it all to cope
I'm here but always gone
This feelings all my fault

Oh god
I gotta get away now
Head to shoulders
And waist down
Everything but my heart pounds
I'm frozen
I can't let go

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want

Turn up with your lies
Only here a night
I just hit the spot
Tell em we're outside
Do this every time

But it
Doesn't mean thing
Said she wanna link
But I
Need some time to think
No one's innocent
And I'm gone

At the same time, feel a little lost
In the meantime, give into this lust
It's the same always in and out of love

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want

On my own it's getting late
Oh my love I turned to hate
But I know it's not your fault
It's me who broke your heart

It's been years since we just talked
Still you burden every thought
The night helped but now it makes me lost

Mezzanine touch the ceiling
This city state view has got me in my feelings
The travel down south is never not appealing
And suddenly I'm back I can never leave it

How could I leave it
When you're on my mind
Always settling for less so I can ease my time
I'll meet someone new to fill this empty feeling
And I'll send her back smiling with an empty reason

Pour up
Frozen
One more drowns emotion
I'm broken, I've chosen that
It is my breath and -
When night calls
I've been lost
Look downwards it controls us
I can't trust, show no love but

It is my breath and air
The feel of the night it haunts me
The feel of the night it wants me
It is my breath and air
Remember the love you taught me
This gradient life evolves me

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want

All I feel is hard to mention
Caught between this hell and heaven
The life I live is not the one I want