Lyrics 4Am - Joshua Luke Smith

Cause it's 4 in the morning and I'm still awake,
Thinking about the money that I need to make,
Think about the past that I'm trying to change,
Oh my God, take my place.

I have a soulful premonition, I stand between all my vision
And what is written.
My ambition is a villain 'cause it steals me from this livin'
I'll be honest, I'm a Doubting Thomas, still in such a solace.
Sometimes I gotta see it to believe it,
I'll receive it but I'm busy fighting demons (Yeah)
And I'm dancing with my faith,
And my failure, and my reason, I'll be dreamin'
Never went to war seeing these things I've been seeing
My soul is ever changing like the seasons,
One day I'm winning trench receding
Then I'm someone exceeding in growth
I don't do what I love the most
Man I self sabotage, Yeah it's haunting like a ghost.
Tryna' change the the world by coast
Scrolling on my phone 'till I'm looking comatose
And I know we provoke with our votes
But a change would have fall' when we smoke with a fire in our souls

Oh my nights, Oh my days, Oh my fight,
Oh my faith, Oh my plight oh my praise
Oh my God I'm, so afraid.
Cause its four in the morning and I'm still awake,
Think about the money that I need to make,
Think about the parts that I'm trying to change
Oh my God, take my place (Yeah)

It's like I'm always playing catch up with my rent, with my friends
And I'm feeling like an actor
But I ain't on the stage, man I'm trying get distracted,
So I ain't gotta deal with the feeling of being fractured
Oh the irony
I'm getting stressed out about dealing with my anxiety
Everybody getting drunk to hide from the subriety
Cause in the light of day we can't rely on our own piety

I've been picking up these different pictures of me
I need some pics of me, it eats at me
The thought of not being real to me
Recently I've been taking time to sit in silence state of mind
Will write I'm not the master of my fate holding space in time
I'm a child and I am learning,
To keep the fire burning,
Cause my soul is like a furnace beneath the surface
I got on up just to worship
I'm not the centre of the earth,
I came from dirt and to where I'm returning.
(Yeah just vibe with it for a minute, uh)

Oh my nights, Oh my days, Oh my fight,
Oh my faith, oh my plight oh my praise
Oh my God Im, so afraid.
Cause its four in the morning and I'm still awake,
Think about the money that I need to make,
Think about the parts that I'm trying to change
Oh my God, take my place (Yeah)
Oh my nights, Oh my days, Oh my fight,
Oh my faith, oh my plight oh my praise
Oh my God Im, so afraid.
Cause its four in the morning and I'm still awake,
Think about the money that I need to make,
Think about the parts that I'm trying to change
Oh my God, take my place (Yeah)
Oh my God, take my place.

Cause its four in the morning and I'm still awake,
Think about the money that I need to make,
Think about the parts that I'm trying to change
Oh my God, take my place.