Lyrics avoiding - Julianna Zachariou

I′m a little bit embarrassed
At how long I've been crying over you
Even my friends are like "Hey girl"
"Aren′t you over him?"
Yeah damn I thought I was too

But the truth is in my search history
Please god let nobody see
The truth that's in my search history

You're still someone I′m avoiding
You′re still someone I'm avoiding
You′re still the one I can't help but fall into
So you′re still someone I'm avoiding

Maybe it′s 'cause of my parents
Splitting while I was young
And we were nearly in love
Perhaps I merely projected
All that was going wrong
And that's why we came undone

We had fun, we were mad
We were addicted to the shadows.
We knew back then we were destined for greatness
For placing metal bars on all the windows.

You′re still someone I′m avoiding
You're still someone I′m avoiding
You're still the one I can′t help but fall into
So you're still someone I′m avoiding

I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you
I keep you close enough to touch but I won′t
In real life I′m moving east to forget you
But in my dreams I want to get you alone

Id be lying if I said I don't miss you
I keep you close enough to touch but I won′t
In real life I'm moving east to forget you
But in my dreams I want to get you alone

You′re still someone I'm avoiding
You′re still someone I'm avoiding
You're still the one I can′t help but fall into
So you′re still someone I'm avoiding