Lyrics Yeah I Still Am. - Junpeng Guo

I always have a hope
Of going back home
But people around me seem
To have the same route
My daddy paved my road
Writer of puppet show
I wonder if I could
Still play my own leading role

I know house always wins
No matter what you chose
Slip into crowded people
Get my whole body soaked
I doubt if I'm still the unique one
Like I used to think
I asked the people
And they told me that I still am

That I still am
Yeah I still am
But

Why I have to care about it so much
Age, ability and co-comparison
Time will tear everything apart
Even you've made wrong decisions

Why I have been stuck in it so deep
Push myself to be who they want me to be
Throw away my dignity
And let the light in
Find my pacing

Leaving is difficult
So is for farewells
They say don't sell your soul
Life is a struggle though
My mommy sent me to
Cross class and see the world
I know their expectation
But I'm sorry I lay low

I've messed (met) a lot of things up
Wish haven't done so
Have turned my good friends down
To whom I haven't spoken
I doubt if I'm still the nice person
Like I used to think
I asked my friends
And they told me that I still am

That I still am
Yeah I still am

Why I have to care about it so much
Age, ability and co-comparison
Time will tear everything apart
Even you've made wrong decisions

Why I have been stuck in it so deep
Push myself to be who they want me to be
Throw away my dignity
And let the light in
Find my pacing

I fly myself to sky
Why there is no Mr.Cloud by my side
No matter what I do never seems to be so right

I try to keep in light
In case I won't forget how to live my life
Now who am I
Now who am I?