Lyrics Big Slide - JusHarry

Daddio! What's up?
Will, I'm glad you're here
Some business came up I got to handle
So we're gonna have to put our
Our trip on hold, you understand?
Yeah

Word of advice before I leave you here, you need to hear
This world don't listen to your issues it don't got 2 ears
Follow this path, get money, build a family
Remember real men use fists before they shed a tear
And even though my side of this ain't really adding up
See a baby into the world, then I'm packing up
I'm saying this to you to cover up my infidelity
Guilt, shame, hurt, 3 things that I could never see

Big slide, sliding through my past life
Tongue tied, rewriting every last line
Heart string on my sleeve, out in the open
Gums swollen, big bottle for the emotion
(Big bottle for this emotion)

Hey my boy don't be sad about it
I'll be back in good time, we can laugh about it
Promise this feeling won't last every day
It'll fade away the more that we separate
My family got a family now
You're missing out
Wish that you could be around
But you chose a different route
You could be a man on your own, it could be worse
Just remember what you wrote in that first verse

Big slide, sliding through my past life
Tongue tied, rewriting every last line
Heart string on my sleeve, out in the open
Gums swollen, big bottle for the emotion

Yeah it'll be alright
That's what you want him to say
But that would be a lie
Replay what he says until you lose your mind
Then you pick up your phone and you begin to type

Tryna think of the best reply
Maybe that's stuck right here, inbetween the lines
I know your listening
I'll stick to my positioning, I've been conditioned in
Honest truth? you're sickening
Thought you where my idol
Instead I watched you spiral
Who taught your boy to be a man, that was uncle Michael
Its been years since I called him
Maybe everyone was right, I am the problem
(I am the problem)

Big slide, sliding through my past life
And I'm tounge tied since dad hung up the landline
Reading texts I left opened
Leaving no reply, so maybe I made my own bed?
I've been up late nights, with no rest
Thinking should I call and say dad I'm so blessed
Disconnected from my family tree
Growing to a man but my father won't see
See a glimpse of your life through an app on a screen and I
I still miss your faces
Sometimes I feel I just say shit
I should have never opened up, you don't know how to take it dad
But I still miss you
Yeah
But it's a process
Said it's a process
Final form coming still I got to trust this process

Trust the process
Trust the process