Lyrics MEMORY LANE - Justoid

It's crazy how I watched my family turn me over money
Now I got a watch my back my cousins looking at me funny
You the type to say you're on the way but never coming
Swear you got no feelings with the way that you've been stunting
Pointless shit gets us nowhere I think I need redirection
From the bullshit the stress I swear that this trauma is messy
I'm not with you for the drama that's my first spoke confession
Because I love you and I hate you bitch you taught me the lessons
I know you're fucking toxic but I am too
Two negatives can make a positive I'll see us through
To the end and if it kills me then they'll all have the proof
To stay away from crazy psycho bitches just like you
And I told the truth

I can't keep strolling down memory lane
Every day I'm waking up why the shit feel the same
I got everything I want and I got everything I need
But there's nothing in this world can take away the pain you bring
Seems I've been here plenty of times
So much more to say but I just can't make it rhyme
Wasted enough years of my life
Think it's time for us to say goodbye, say goodbye

My outbursts ain't even discussions
Lost track of joints I've been puffing
Amounting myself to nothing
I feel so mother fucking ugly
You're seven worlds up above me
You told me fuck me guess it's fuck me
Still fuck me then you duck me always tell me you don't trust me
I guess I'm kind of lucky all this bread that I've been getting
From everybody else's standpoint it looks like I'm really winning
I'm crying out for help and saying this since the beginning
I'm a mother fucking outcast who said my heart was for stealing
I'm just trying to stack my savings and amount to something
I swear I'm on a money chase you thought that I was hunting
You gon be feeling extra sorry once my songs they get to bumping
And you can call that man a quarterback cause you know imma rough em
All these niggas still trying to be in my way
Still feeling insecure getting fucked up every day
I've been lost all my focus now you can't recreate
I love you made it die bitch can you please stray away

I can't keep strolling down memory lane
Every day I'm waking up why the shit feel the same
I got everything I want and I got everything I need
But there's nothing in this world can take away the pain you bring
Seems I've been here plenty of times
So much more to say but I just can't make it rhyme
Wasted enough years of my life
Think it's time for us to say goodbye, say goodbye